I was just sitting here.
All alone.
My chair.
My room.
My apartment.
I was never asking for this.
I never wished for this.
Never wanted this.
Never hoped for this.
Never dreamed of this.
No reason.
No need.
No trigger.
No sound.
Nor light.
Confusion.
Anger.
Pain.
Silence.
Darkness.
It's back.
It's eating me up.
From the inside,
and out.
Emptiness
I wonder why.
I think of you.
Can you help me?
Will you do?
If you can?
So many things.
Do I deserve it?
Whatever.
I don't care.
I'm lost......
